Tersedar

"Owh k.I have another question.How do you know if you really2 love someone?"

This text message, one simple question but to define the answer, gosh, its hard. I replied with "Hm, when i really love someone, I just cant see others that are more beautiful than her, i see her in everything i do & everything I do, I just want to do it with her by my side.."

So dear friend, this is the most definite answer, if I love someone how im gonna feel. 

• Dalam dunia ni, hanya aku dan dia je yang wujud. I wont notice others, and its like she's the most beautiful person in this world, tiada yang lebih cantik dari dia. 
  
• Everything I do, I mean, EVERY single thing that I do, i want her to be involved. I see her in everything I do. 
  
• Hari hari pun mesti nak tengok muka dia, nak cakap dengan dia, kalau jauh pun every day mesti nak call nak cakap.
  
• Aku takkan jemu dengar suara dia.
  
• I will always talk about her to my friends, even dah breakup pun, shes still and will always be in the conversation
  
• I will be myself when Im with her.
  
• I dont mind spending my whole life with her.
  
• I dont mind waking up in the middle of night, teman study ke dengar die cerita ke ape ape lah.
  
• I dont mind typing the whole book in my phone to send to her.
  
• I dont mind emptying my phone credit for her. It worth every single cents.
  
• Kesetiaan dia aku selalu ragu, *ini satu kesalahan besar, and Im not doin it anymore
• Ill sing her favourite song, every night kalau boleh
  
• Saya akan jadi sangat sangat sangat sangat extremely jiwang dengan dia, *hilang macho -_-"..
  
• She is the world to me and nothing can compare her to anything in this world.                                         

Itu pretty much apa yg aku tahu aku akan buat kalau aku betul betul sayang seseorang,

and aku baru realize, dah lama rupanya aku tak sayang orang smpai macam tuh sekali.

The last relationship Ive been like this, its almost a year ago. And yea, until now Ive regretted it very badly. Losing someone, its not easy if you have reached this level of loving. And that question stated above all is the main reason why I started blogging, I dont feel like keeping this to myself. So welcome Khalid.